2008年7月18日 星期五

the taste of blood

it would be very ideal if i can follow below listed principles

1. stop insisting in stepping in the trap when you know it is there
2. shut down all the emotional feeling and pretend to be cool
3. when thing comes, just let it comes. when thing go, just let it be!!
4.choose who to love and not to love
5. if you are not the one who can make him happy, just step aside and wish all the best to him
6. if you really love him then set him free. don;t trap him in further troubles
7. just focus on your own dreams and fuck up all what people call about love

as a matter of fact i am still struggling to force myself to work under those principles and it is damn hard and no so sure how much *anaesthetic* i must consume to stop my heart bleeding. damn it i do know we are going nowhere and he does not love me...but what the hell am i doing? where is my dignity? ideal love, feeling of being in love are girl's thing and why am i fucking crazy about it?

hey move on sharlin , u must be tough and determined enough to say goodbye and carry on your life. stop thinking about him and feeling about him...he is not yours.