goes back to the foundation of love

because i love you, this is why i want to adore you
that is why i want to spend the most time with you
and willing sacrifice anything no matter what

---from WALL•E

when you say nothing at all

you wrote to me that you have a tight schedule so would not have the time to chat on line this week and i said to you that tomorrow would be chinese valentine. no more reply from you....when you say nothing at all. i shall have learnt and picked up earlier that what happened between us would eventually became the painful memory you are striving to get rid of. haven;t heard anything from you for two days...i am doing just fine and bearable. taipei's skyline is still so clear and blue without you.

i am getting to forget what it was like to hold your hand, getting to forget how fast my heart was beating when you looked into my eyes, forget how content i felt when you kissed me and embrased me in your arm..maybe it is the best to pretend you had never existed in my life.

true love

have always been trying to figure out what love is all about and who will turn out to my true love. some people say happiness is something u have to offer to yourself other than being given to , i would say it is partially right but when i am in love, my happines is all deprived from the one who i am deeply in love with. whenever i looked at him, my heart was so content and the whole world means nothing but just a word to me when he was around. when he holded my hand, i felt i was the luckiest girl in the world and the happiness can never be descriped by words. but he does not love me ...he is not the one who belongs to me but someone else.

please find me a true love, he does not need to be very rich but can offer me the romantic feeling i have always been seeking for

move on

Dearest sharlin myself

please kindly do yourself a favor to stop bitching yourself by harassing him all the time, where the hell is your dignity? u are a leo, the king of jungle with the full bundle of pride but since you met, all those pride has gone with the wind. what;s wrong with you? from the bottom of your heart you understand you are just wasting your life on someone who will offer you nothing in the future but pain and broken heart so stop it at once. there are so many things in life to appreciate and treasure but maybe he is just not the one for you so why are you still sticking around and wait for someone who can;t even make you being yourself!! leave it as a beautiful memory and only recall it when you are dying. from this moment, only invest your precious time on something/ someone worthy.. move on please, not only for your sake for his as well. don;t try to break his heart or put him in guilt anymore. move on..move on