my fate

For God's sake, i have just been told that good relationship and love are not destined to appear in my fate by some kind of on-line future teller who concluded from my birthday and hours. how can i ever live without a romance? i have always been dreaming of growing old with my husband and surrounded by family and a big group of dogs..i could even see the picture so clear but now somebody is telling me it is unreachable. why? is it because of my strong personality and character? am i bad-looking? what;s wrong with me for not having any bf for the past 2 years? right calm down...you always have the chance to date but you just did not happen to come across any you are very fond of..well apart from Phil, who unlikely will ever turn out to be your true love particularly he is still having a serious relationship right now so you met the wrong guy. but well there must be something flaw about my personality? why the hell am i also so strong headed and opinionated? why the hell do i always want to pretend to be strong when i am weak, pretend to be happy when i am actually sad? what are those stupid personality for? Come on do you always need to be so arrogant with your own feeling and so...u know u shall only adore the people who value you other than just treating any radom stranger with the same kind of manner.
hey remember 90/10 principle? 10% things we can never change but how about the rest of 90%? even you can not change the destiny but you can control your reaction and attitude to face it!!! learn from the past and being yourself but still though no need to laugh with everyone and value the ones who love you more, ok?