when love is transformed to be in different form

you were saying maybe it would be easier than i think to forget about you but actually i find the fact that it is even hard to take my thought off you so i choose another way to love you. i accept the fact you are taking a huge part of space in my heart and i do care about u a lot so i must live on it bravely. i will indirect the power to become motivation to learn german..see finally i find myself another motivation to do something and quite honest to you that i always have difficulty to find a motivation which can drive me persistently and now here you are leading me to another paradise. learning german shall be intersting so finger crossed that when one day we really meet up again, i can make some conversation to you in german though. thank u so much and i hope u will find some merit of our relationship